What started off as a potential habit of mine, quickly came to a halt. And for the record, I want to explain why. Back in March, I was hustling to get a job offer. What better way to set myself apart than a killer website right? Well, obviously, that takes a lot of concentration and perseverance. I didn't have that at the time. I was in a mass-apply mentality, which even though I knew was not correct, I thought increased my chances. To be fair, there's no correct way of finding work, or is there?
I graduated...
I quickly got pulled in, soon after my last blog post, to the graduation anxieties. Even though I was super positive about graduating, the alternate possibilities put me into panic mode. Working towards it, actually graduating, taking my folks around the US for their trip, and settling into my new apartment and job (even though I haven't done a single thing), expectedly took time.
Personal changes!
Hey if I'm not improving myself, then what's the point of writing about it. I realized a big thing - how much I care about perfection - the perfect writing environment, the perfect coding setup, the perfect tools. I felt everything had to align for me to do and achieve something extraordinary. And that's insane. That's not possible. So I'm going to try and change that. I'm going to make myself more flexible. So what if its not the right environment? I'm gonna put on my earphones, switch to some Kendrick, and do my thing. I'm going to stick to my routine, and try not to procrastinate. Instead pretty much do the opposite, try to finish as early as possible - emphasis on 'try'.
What to look forward to!
I pretty much have a setup ready to go, and my procrastinations are finally coming to an end. So I'm gonna do a lot of things starting now. But on priority, I'll continue making the portfolio website, and learning threejs on-the-go, and of course, updating you about the same. Cheers!